I know i'm not supposed to feel this way but i can't help it. Nakakainis at the same time nakakatampo. I know i'm being selfish and i know this has happened before and i reacted almost the exact same way. I know she got hurt and i promised to change, but i can't help it. There must be something wrong with me if the happiness of my friend makes me feel and act this way. Ang nega ko talaga pag dating sa ganito. I'd rather just not deal with it than actually talk about my feelings. I'm being unfair but i can't help it.
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Bakit ang cheesy ng mga tao lately? I didn't know i was so anti-mush until some of my close friends started acting all weird. I guess i just miss the good old days when all we have are each other and are very much contented with that. Hay naku.. Just have to get used to it from now i guess..
