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I'm glad my old blog is still up and running even if my last post was a little over a year ago and posts are so far in between. It's funny how all the emotions i felt the time i was writing the more dramatic posts are still fresh in my memory.

How time has changed but then again, not really.

I now work in SM Megamall, and life there is so different from what i'm used to at Pancake. There was and still is a lot of adjustment. Nakakaloka pag inisip ang lahat ng pinagdaanan ko this past 7 months. What a ride, really. Parang akong dumaan sa butas ng karayom, pero it's still not over. I have to be constantly on my toes and my guard (way) up. Ewan ko ba, ang gulo na hindi. It's definitely far from being boring and routine that's for sure.

I don't know if i'm necessarily happy or not.. Parang my emotions about SM is so indescribable that it just goes to show how confused and baffled i am about the whole thing. Sa kaguluhan ng isip ko, i made a pact with myself to stay for one year and see from there. I surrender. Ayoko na humiling kung hindi para sakin, ayoko na magdecide for myself. I'll let life take its course and just trust that all will be well.

Bawal mag-isip! haha