waiting

they say patience is a virtue.. well, if you think about it, totoo nga. waiting is hard when you're not certain if you're really waiting for something. malay mo in the end, wala rin pala.. sayang ang time, effort and emotion diba? false alaram lang pala. pero hindi ba ganun naman talaga ang life? ako, i just see it as one of life's little joke.. pero kahit ganun, mahirap pa rin eh. it's not easy to accept things as they are or as they're meant to be.. sometimes you can't help but question Him up there. pero like what a good friend told me before (and keeps me reminding me!), youjust have to learn to trust Him wholeheartedly.. that means without question nor doubt! haay.. life.