surveys

1. What are the reasons why you`re happy right now?*
actually, i'm not really that happy.. ayos lang.
2. If you can fly, where will you go?*
calif and washington.. visit ko cousins ko and karina
3. Give one song that makes you fall inlove:*
amazed - lone star
4. One thing that makes you happy the most:*
seeing ppl i love happy because of something i did
5. What do you loved doing when bored?*
mag-net, manood ng tv, makinig sa radio, mangulit ng dogs, mag-bake or mag-cook etc.. :)
6. You used to believe in:*
santa clause? ..haha.
7. You wanted to become a:*
doctor. kaya lang i found out na i don't really like science that much
8. You hated:*
mga plans na hindi natutuloy
9. Who do want to have some fun with?*
friends!
10. You loved hanging out with?*
hs friends, blockmates, sharpers
11. What are you wearin right now?*
comfy pambahay
12. What do you see in the mirror?*
kristin kreuk! LOL
13. Drinking beer makes you:*
i really don't like beer
14. A friend so dear to you:*
momi luv and sis ice
15. You loved eating ____ in the morning:*
fried rice!

1.after school/office, makikita mo ko sa...- cielo's, as lobby, vnzons (kumakain ng kwek2 hehe..), sharp tambayan (lately dito na lagi)
2. where do you usually hang-out?- all over UP
3. nakatapak ka na ba ng bubble gum sa kalye?- actually, naupuan pa! lol. sa sunken yun eh.. oh well, at least gabi na nun :)
4. last movie you saw?- close to you.. it was fun :) tawa kami ng tawa sa mga hirit nila..
5. most expensive object you bought with your own money?- gift sa debut ng good friend ko
6. kung papapiliin ka: YOSI O BEER?- hmm..
7. they say "you are who you hang out with" ...- okay.
8. have u ever fallen in love w/ a friend?- nah. friends should stay friends
9. are you in a relationship? who?- nope
10. any pets? what are their names?- 4 cute dogs
11. may nasuntok ka na ba?- does my brother count??!
12. anung sabi nung sinuntok mo?- wla. wla dw epekto.. :p
13. which do u prefer? jollibee or mcdo?- mcdo
14. wendy's or kfc?- kfc ..love hotshots!
20. what's inside your pocket?- empty pocket
21. fave past time?- watch tv, kinig sa radio, hang out
22. biggest regret in life?- ayoko ng regrets..
24. best place you'd rather be?- europe?
25. would you kiss on a 1st date?- ahh? no.
26. last time u cried?- can't remember
27.most embarassing thing u did for love?- hmm
28.u inlove right now?- nah
29.is someone in-love with u?- ahh.. don't think so. no.
30. bakit walang 30??!! bitin tuloy.. :p

things to look forward to

feb 25:
- mom's bday
- date with ice and jodi

feb 27 to march 3:
- campaign week for tope and mike (i'm in the campaign team)
- start working at UH for hrim102
- look for sponsors for cb

feb 27:
- kuya's bday

feb 28:
- aisa's bday
- elevate (yey!)

march 3:
- advance exam for stat101
- chocolate buffet

march 8:
- rusan's bday celebration

march 11-12:
- hotel weekend at Astoria

march 13:
- exam fs105

because of the unexpected long weekend, lalo akong tinamad gumawa ng kahit anu.! lol dapat nag-aaral na ako for stat, pero nakakatamad and parang wala pa talaga dun yung utak ko. lalo na ang daming nangyayari sa bansa ngayon.. sana lang kung anu yung makabubuti sa nakararami, eh yun yung mangibabaw. sana nde na magulo sa kahit anung place 2m, meaning sana maayos na as soon as possible ang lahat.

i only found out the other day that i was on the campaign team of mike and tope, specifically, campaign manager ni tope. nakakawindang din kasi parang ang laki ng responsibility.. i really don't like much reponsibility! hindi naman sa iresponsable akong bata pero feel na feel ko kasi yung pressure sa mga ganyan eh. haay naku. pero alam ko namang marami kaming magwo-work for a victory eh so mas kakayanin yan. :) goodluck to the both of them (and to the campaign team as well)!

a lot of things will happen next week.. basta ako, ayoko na lang munang masyadong mag-isip. tama na lang yung sinu-surrender ko ang lahat kay God.. i know He's the only one who knows what's best for me, what's best for us all.. so i trust Him with all that's gonna happen.. :) amen.

PS. jodi, i read your latest entry.. thank you for that. :) muwah!

PSS. everyone! punta na kayo sa choco buffet namin.. please! hehe. i'll post details here na lang kapag finalize na ang lahat, ayt? thanks! ^-^

L-O, L-O, L-O, L-O V-E

happy valentine's day!!
dahil this is the day for love, here are mushy songs/quotes/poems for the sentimental..

i fell in love with this song when i watched this prom episode of smallville..

YOU AND ME

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive..

**********

aww.. this is a really cute song perfect for those ppl na nde pa ready i-give up yung relationship nila pero dahil mahal nila yung tao, gagawin pa rin nila..

SMILE

I still remember the night we met
You said you loved my smile
But your love for me was like a summer breeze
Oh it lasted for a while I could hold on a little tighter I know
But when you love someone gotta let'em go

So I'm gonna smile
Cause I wanna make you happy
Laugh
So you can't see me cry
I'm gonna let you go in style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile

Kiss me once for the good times, baby
Kiss me twice for good bye
You can't help how you don't feel
And it doesn't matter why
give me a chance to bow out gracefully
'Cause that's how I want you to remember me

I'm gonna smile
Cause I want to make you happy
Laugh
So you can't see me cry
I'm gonna let you go in Style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile

I'm gonna smile so you can find the courage
Laugh,
so you wont see me hurtin'
I'm gonna let you go in Style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna Smile..

*************

fave ko.. sooo sweet.. :D

Sonnet XVII

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.


I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.


*I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.*
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way


than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

-Pablo Neruda

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i hate being dependent on this something.. ayokong-ayoko na naka-depend sa isang bagay ang pagiging masaya or pangit ng araw ko.. i hate not being in control of my emotions.. wala lang. hehe. muwah!

amazing race, teaching kids and more

last friday yung amazing race ng sharp for this sem.. being a new member (since oct '05), this was only my 2nd time to take part in it. and i tell you, wala pa ring pinag-bago, super hirap pa rin! haha. i think mas mahirap pa nga yung sa ngayon kesa before eh. at least before mas magkakalapit yung stations, ngayon parang ganito..

CHE we ran the long way to NIGS
challenge
good thing nakasakay kami ng libre sa isang mabait na ikot jeep hanggang sa FC and then..
FC ran to Quezon Hall
challenge
Quezon Hall to FA
challenge
nag-work ang aming charms (haha) at nakasakay kami ng free ule sa isang school service hanggang sa may..
UP oval then we run all the way to SC
dito may challenge for the whole group: eat a certain number of banana-Q --> this was a welcome 'challenge' kasi super uhaw na talaga kami ng mga time na toh.. na-energize kami ng banana-q and water! game na ule..from SC we got lucky cause we were able to get a ride from the UP police :) haha. yup, the police! astig nga eh.. they gave us a ride to..
CMC
challenge
ran all the way to the gym
challenge
after that station we were able to hire an ikot jeep to take us anywhere around UP for the next 30 mins.
Gym to AS
challenge
AS to sunken
challenge
and then finally back to CHE! yey, we survived the race! pero wait, pang-ilan kami?!......3rd place! ..kya lang out of 4 teams.. haha.


oh well. it was fun, kahit nanakit talaga buong katawan ko after! haha. actually mas maganda pa rin standing ko ngayon kasi last sem, last place yung team ko.. at least may improvement :D LOL


that was last friday, nung saturday kailangan ko pa din gumising ng maaga kasi may cwts ako.. nagtuturo kami ng kids sa north triangle (near pisay) ng 9am - 12nn every saturday.. masaya siya kaya lang super kapagod din. literally, nawalan talaga ako ng boses after. kasi i was sick nung nag-race tapos nag-turo pa the next day so talagang ngarag.!


the kids were a lot of fun. tuwang-tuwa sila kasi may nagtuturo sa kanila and all.. i'm glad ganun naging cwts namin :D very rewarding!


more news.. ang weird! lahat ng tao dito sa bahay (except for me!) in loouuvveee...! hahaha. syempre mom and dad, tapos kuya.. pero wait.??!?!!! pati c voltaire?! akala ko kadamay ko ang mahal kong lil bro na loveless sa vday, but nO! may gf na cia..! and he's turning out to be like my kuya more and more everyday! as in.! yung mga pinagtatawanan namin about kuya (when in love), ginagawa na nya ngaun.. god! ang dami nang nangyayari sa paligid ko! haha. unexpected things start happening.! weird talaga..

RE: waiting

steph! haha.. kakatawa..! ikaw talaga! wla lang..

hindi, tama naman sinabi mo eh.. pero don't worry i'm not thinking about that naman 24/7 noh.. hehe. ibig kong sabihin sa waiting is that i'm waiting for god's decision.. kaya nga dba i'm waiting for this one thing so that i can finally have an answer.. tapos kung anu man yung sagot, eh di okay. para naman alam ko na kung anu yung tama. haha. hirap mag-explain dito! basta chikahan na lang pag nagkita tayo..! muwah!

waiting

they say patience is a virtue.. well, if you think about it, totoo nga. waiting is hard when you're not certain if you're really waiting for something. malay mo in the end, wala rin pala.. sayang ang time, effort and emotion diba? false alaram lang pala. pero hindi ba ganun naman talaga ang life? ako, i just see it as one of life's little joke.. pero kahit ganun, mahirap pa rin eh. it's not easy to accept things as they are or as they're meant to be.. sometimes you can't help but question Him up there. pero like what a good friend told me before (and keeps me reminding me!), youjust have to learn to trust Him wholeheartedly.. that means without question nor doubt! haay.. life.