last 2 (hell) weeks of my academic life..

sniff..
hehe

i never thought i'd ever miss all this stress.. pero, thinking about it, i'm sure i will come practicum next semester. i'll miss hanging out at the tambayan, just wasting time even if there's a ton of things to do. i'll miss running into people i see everyday and making conversations as if i've not seen them for ages. the chisms of everyday life at the tambayan.. cramming papers, reports, exams etc.. i'll miss the whole experience of waking up early in the morning, but still arrving late in class because i'll be too tinatamad to do anything except go online and check updates from my favorite sites. i'll miss all that and more.. i can't even imagine not seeing CHE for a week! when we're on our practicum next sem, we'll only have to go there once a week for hrim190. once a week is nothing. even if we spend the whole day at the tambayan, it's still not the same. hayy.. that's why even if i'm dreading this next two weeks, i can't help but wish it will take its time and pass by as slow as possible. i waould love to skip the stress of feasib presentation, thesis proposal, 141 exam, 138 exam, LPE etc but i'm not really looking forward to what's after all that. hayy..

ewan ko ba bat bigla akong napa-post ng ganito.. i'm trying to avoid studying for 141 eh.. ;p but all that is true.. nung summer pa namin yan iniisip eh.. best not to dwell on all that, i guess..

UP Rocks!!!

...and kicked a hell lot of ass!!

Wuhoooo!!....
The Cheerdance trophy is back where it truly belongs..
And i've got a feeling it will stay there for quite some time.. ;)



Hahahaha..
Let me savor this moment for a while..
hellow, coming from a 0-14 standing.,, we deserve it!!!

help me help you.. part2

It seems like a lot has changed between us. Tama nga yung saying na "so near yet so far".. I wanna help you, i wanna reach out.. But it seems the circumstance does not really permit me to do so. Nalulungkot kasi ako sa mga nakikita ko, pero mas nakakalungkot na wala man lang akong magawa to show you that i'm here, we're all here naman talaga eh (no matter how hard you try to convince yourself that we're not)..


Ayun na lang muna for now. =)

pictorial day

I had my graduation picture today and i just got home from Balay Kalinaw. This was a pretty exhausting day that's filled with a lot of waiting and wardrobe changes. I was at the Kalinaw at aroung 12.50pm and seeing that there were still a lot of people, i decided to buy a guyabano shake at shopping center. It's nice to walk alone from Kalinaw to SC, i was thinking about a lot of things and sorting out my emotions. Wala lang, minsan masarap talagang mag-moment mag-isa.

At aroung 2pm i had my make-up done and was ready to smile for the camera. I love pictures, i love "projecting" and making faces in front of the camera.. but it feels different when the setting is quite formal and maybe, mechanical? My creative shot was.. i dnt really know how to describe it. There were a lot of gold elements incorporated and it was a "glamour" shot but i was not too happy with it. Wala lang, parang kulang kasi. No problem, though, i dnt really care that much. I just want to get it over with. I don't know why i felt like that kanina. Maybe i was just bored hehe.. I had more fun when we were photographed as a group.

I was one of the first gradcomm member who was shot so i had to wait for quite a while before the actual gradcomm group pic. Good thing toffer was there to talk to and rhea was also there to discuss the wonders of threading one's eyebrows. One time i went up to the balcony of the place and stayed there alone for a good 15minutes. Wala lang. Moment mag-isa ule.

I would love to just relax after 7 hours of the pictorial but i still have to do a powerpoint presentation for our 138 report. I super don't want to attend my 107 class tomorrow morning. Yeah, like, super. But i feel guilty not going.. Siguro tignan ko na lang how it turns out.

I feel... empty? Sad? Maybe just tired? idk.. Maybe I'll feel better when this 138 report is over and done with..