I had my graduation picture today and i just got home from Balay Kalinaw. This was a pretty exhausting day that's filled with a lot of waiting and wardrobe changes. I was at the Kalinaw at aroung 12.50pm and seeing that there were still a lot of people, i decided to buy a guyabano shake at shopping center. It's nice to walk alone from Kalinaw to SC, i was thinking about a lot of things and sorting out my emotions. Wala lang, minsan masarap talagang mag-moment mag-isa.
At aroung 2pm i had my make-up done and was ready to smile for the camera. I love pictures, i love "projecting" and making faces in front of the camera.. but it feels different when the setting is quite formal and maybe, mechanical? My creative shot was.. i dnt really know how to describe it. There were a lot of gold elements incorporated and it was a "glamour" shot but i was not too happy with it. Wala lang, parang kulang kasi. No problem, though, i dnt really care that much. I just want to get it over with. I don't know why i felt like that kanina. Maybe i was just bored hehe.. I had more fun when we were photographed as a group.
I was one of the first gradcomm member who was shot so i had to wait for quite a while before the actual gradcomm group pic. Good thing toffer was there to talk to and rhea was also there to discuss the wonders of threading one's eyebrows. One time i went up to the balcony of the place and stayed there alone for a good 15minutes. Wala lang. Moment mag-isa ule.
I would love to just relax after 7 hours of the pictorial but i still have to do a powerpoint presentation for our 138 report. I super don't want to attend my 107 class tomorrow morning. Yeah, like, super. But i feel guilty not going.. Siguro tignan ko na lang how it turns out.
I feel... empty? Sad? Maybe just tired? idk.. Maybe I'll feel better when this 138 report is over and done with..
