working girl?

Last monday, Feb18, I became an employee of Courtesy Point Technologies Inc. with an official title of Account Executive (Sales Manager) in Training. =) I love the "in training" part. Haha. Makes me feel more comfortable with my role because I know I have so much more to learn and I need time before I can be on my own. Last friday I had the chance to see how an official sales call/presentation works. Sir Joaqui (Director for Sales and my mentor) did all the talking and i was by his side taking notes. I got stressed out after because i don't know when or if i'll be able to reach that level of "sales and communication greatness" (with lack of better term to use). I feel like i have long long way to go before i'll be "useful" to the company. That, and the fact that i still have my 190 class and practicum report to finish got me all stressed out. When i feel that much stress my body gives in and i get paranoid with all these kinds of illness. Just this morning my mom and i rushed to the university infirmary to check if i have mumps. But as it turns out, the throbbing pain on the right side of my neck was nothing more than a stiff neck. I felt so stupid but in the end my mom and i had a laugh about how paranoid i got over it. Too much stress can really affect your health but in my case, can cause my paranoia to really kick in. I think i need to find a way to destress...