Ngayon ko lang na-realize na medyo seryoso pala akong tao. 'Pag may kailangan gawin hindi talaga ako mapakali hanggang tapos na sya. But that doesn't mean i do it days before the deadline. The thing is, I don't think I can or maybe i just don't have enough motivation to do it ahead of time. Cramming is the name of the game.
Right now i'm at a point where even if i want to concentrate on one specific aspect of my life, I can't. Hindi pwedeng isa lang iniisip ko at gingawa ko. Andami kong responsibilidad na minsan nakakapagod na talaga. Nalulungkot ako kasi i know i can do better, but the circumstance does not permit me to do so.
