I resigned!
I'm not very proud of myself because of it but i'm happy nonetheless knowing I did what's best for me. At least napatunayan ko sa sarili ko na kaya ko talagang mapanindigan ang desisyon ko at mapaglaban ang tama para sa akin. I'm not very proud of what happened talaga. Hindi ako sanay na maging "quitter" or maging taong madaling mag-give-up sa kahit anung bagay, i've survived more and tougher challenges in my 4 years in UP than that. Pero at the end of the day na-realize ko na: tama lang na piliin mo kung anu ang makakapag-pasaya sa'yo; tama lang na panindigan ang desisyon na alam mong makabubuti sa'yo in the long run at higit sa lahat, tama lang na tanggapin ang consequences ng iyong mga pagkakamali. Kahit gaano man kahirap, you have to learn to take responsibilities for your actions. Masyado kasi akong nagmadali.. I didn't think things through first before accepting a responsibility that will change my life in such a big way. Hindi pa ako prepared for that big of a change.. I need to figure things out first (about myself, my life and my future) before i'll be able to handle all that.
At least ang dami kong realizations out of the experience. Ganun naman yun eh dba.,. Everything happens for a reason and at the end of the day, every experience is an opportunity to learn. I don't regret any of my decisions and if I have to do it all over again, I would not change a thing.
Courtesy Point Technologies Inc. has been really good to me throughout my whole experience. I will surely treasure not only my brief stay there but most especially the people I met along the way.
Ms. Sheila - Ang kachikahan ko about showbiz and Hollywood news as well as the latest about American Idol. Isa sa pinkatotoong taong nakilala ko sa buong buhay ko, she'll say it like it is and you may not always like it but you'll learn to appreciate it. Very mataray at the same time very mabait. A contradiction of sorts but truly a mix of traits that always completed my day.
Sir Joaqui - Ang boss ko! ..na sa araw-araw na ginawa ng Diyos lagi kong tinitext at ini-email! Hahaha. Feeling ko kulit na kulit na sya sa lahat ng paalala ko, pero that's the only way i'll feel productive eh.. Pag marami na akong prospects na nabigay sa kanya! =) He's been very understanding of my whole situation (having 190 for school while working full-time) and only wishes the best for me. He is a truly an ideal boss to have..
Kuya Bryan - Panalo sila ni Ms. Sheila! Mami-miss ko talaga tandem nila. Kuya Bryan never fails to ask me how I am whenever he sees me. He's always concerned and one of the people who really made me feel welcome in the office.
Sir Lester and Dodge - Makulit. Makulit talaga. Parang dumami tuloy ang JP sa buhay sa kakulitan at sa pang-aasar. Mamimiss ko din mga hirit nila.
Sir Omar - Onti lang interactions namin pero sa mga panahon na yun, sobrang bait nya lage. Ayun hehe. Makulit din toh, parang c JP pag tumanda!=))
Miko - Ang practicumer namin na mas matagal pa ang stay sa akin! Haha. Tahimik to the nth level pero sa tagal kong nakikita, medyo unti-unti na ring nakikipagusap at nakikipagjoke. Kasabay ko din maglakad hanggang sakayan paguwi.
Ms. Val - Parang sister ko na sya. Idol ko sa lahat ng achievements nya professionally. Wish at goal kong makabili ng similar sa car nya someday from my own money. Hehe!
Ms. Susan - The CEO of the company and another one of my idols. She's been nothing but nice to me throughout my whole stay and even told me i'm welcome to come back when things don't work out for me in my other endeavors. She's such a cool boss.
JP - Anu na nga ba?! Haha. Ang nagsimula ng lahat. =)) Salamat, kasi pinagkatiwalaan mo ako. Sori ule kung na-disappoint kita (nde na ako iiyak haha). I'm happy for you cause I can that see you really enjoy your work. Sana magtuloy-tuloy pa ang success mo at sana mabahagiaan mo ule kami ng kayamanan mo. Haha! Salamat talaga. Ayun lang. =)
I will miss CPTI talaga.. I will miss Makati.. Ayun back to bum moments ule until graduation.
PS.Andame pala talagang gastos bago gumraduate! I'm hating this! Haha.
